Somewhere over the rainbow...

hmmm

2009-03-03T15:02:00.000-08:00

well, dunno if anyone goes on my blog anymore! its been like a year or something since last time I wrote here! hehehe!
I even forgot I had a blog! xD
but, incase anyone actually does read this...

everything is sooooooo much better this year!
I have a lot of new friends! some I met at church and others I met because they were friends of friends, and they are all awesome and unique!!!!!!

I also changed school!!!!!! (Thank god!!) and my school this year is a LOT better (Even though I still cant stand school but thats just cuz its school) I have 2 good friends in my class, they are really cool and I am so grateful for them :)

my portuguese is getting better and better,I`m always learning more but I can talk to most portuguese people (As long as they dont have a real weird acsent or something hehe)

lets see what else? oh!
I went free hugging with two friends of mine! it was SOOOO cool! we went from Caiscais to Estoril hugging as many people as we could (Well, everyone who wanted a hug) and in 3 hours we hugged 150 people! :D :D amazing right? u woudnt believe how much love you feel and give from hugging so many people! it was such a beautiful experience! and we must have inpacted all of those lives at least a tiny bit!
everyone kept asking us "why are u doing this?" and we would just say "2 spread the love!"
:) it made me happy and I cant wait to do it again! hehe :D

weeeeeeeell I`m off 2 bed!
good night to all

laaaaalaaaaalaaaaa

2008-05-17T16:37:00.000-07:00

mood: ouch

hey ppl or person or whoever is reading this post
yeah, I know I know I havent posted anything in a loooong time but,I`m bad at blogging! I like wrighting and stuff, but I`m bad at keeping up with this,oh well, anyway!
so whats new? well, Sambo Ryan and Janet are visiting us, well actually now there on a trip in Barcelona and then Paris, for 4 days but then there coming back, anyway, its been fun having them here :) and last night (they were still here last night they just left this morning) we went 2 Lisbon downtown, I really liked it :D its really full of ppl there at night :) :) .
theeeeen Thursday Triplet had there Release party for the video, there werent thaaaat many ppl (it was a school day, and + they didnt let ppl in that were yunger then 16, not I Triplet, the ppl who worked at music box) but it still was really fun!!!!!!!! :D
well I cant think of anything else, sept for that I cant waitttt 4 this summer!!!!! just a month left, or not even a month :D

at school

2008-04-04T02:52:00.000-07:00

mood: hoooot! but not like beutiful hot, like the weather is hooot! and I love it!!! :D

hello everyony!
so I'm at school.....very very bored cuz my class is doing grammer and I dont do it cuz I dont know portuguese well enough 2 do grammer and so here I am in the library on the computer (that doesnt even have msn) with 2 free hours on my hands! but what am I complaining about??? today is FRIDAY!!! I actually get out during the day and not during the evening!!! yeeeeey! hehehe! anyway, this weekend will be cool cuz triplet is going 2 have a concert in spain so I get 2 go with them :) :) so that will be fun!!

anyway, I'm going....I mean I'm not going anyware... but I dont have anything more 2 say! hehe
so bye bye!
love u all

smile

2008-03-17T17:16:00.000-07:00

mood: happy :)
yeah,yep,yop,yo........so I'm doing pretty cool! its nice having ppl here at my house that I love all the time and exspeccially BEING AT HOME! hehehehe!!! oh how I wish it was summer vacation tho! cuz I really dont wanna go back 2 school!!!!!!!!!!!! but I dont need 2 think about that now, now I need 2 think about having fun during easter vacation! :) :)
2day we went 2 watch Juno in the movies, it was cool! I likey-d it...hehehe
I'm making a lot of my own words hehe....like "anyoney" haha I sayd that yesterday and now its "likey-d" :P well, anyway, gotta go now! cya

I'm so bad at this

2008-03-10T15:04:00.001-07:00

mood: weird

I really need 2 get better at this blog-thing! I'm so bad at it!
its been 4 ever since I've written my last blog! :S
really, not much has changed! school is the same! only now I asked my port. teacher if I can have friday's off and do 3 hours on the other days, and she sayd yes! so thats cool!
then I met these 2 girls....they are really nice 2 me but they gossip a lot and stuff and I feel kinda uncomfortable around them! so its not so cool :/ I also still really miss my friends!
but the cool thing is that a friend of mine (Martina) is coming over here in 3 days :D :D
so I'm really happy about that! :D and,well,I cant really think of anything else that is going on! well, gotta go 2 sleep!
good bye

plz pray

2008-01-26T11:48:00.000-08:00

mood: saddish

it doesnt look that way but I haven't been happy,
when I`m around friends I dont think about my problems much and am happy
but the thing is I dont c my friends here as often as I`d like.
1st of all I am always so tyred because I am almost always at school! (mo. from 8.30 to 5.00 tu. from 8.30 to 6.45 we. from 8.30 to 12.45 -that one is the nice day- th. from 8.30 to 6.45 fr. from 8.30 to 1.30 but then I gotta go back 2 school at 5.00, thank god I dont have saturday's like I did in italy!!!) and what makes things worse is that I really dont like my school and dont really have any good friends there......so I am almost all day at a place that I dont like and were I am almost always alone!!! and I dont think I`m a person who likes 2 complain a lot, and I`m a person who always tryes 2 make the best of things, but I dont know how 2 make the best of this! the only good thing is the fact that I`m learning portuguese!!! 2nd thing is that I've been wanting 2 have a closer relationship with god and wanting 2 hear his voice and have some experiences with him........but nothing heppenes! I just feel like I believe in god...but I dont know god! I've always though I did.....but hearing other ppl talk I've realized I dont, I`ve prayed about it sooooo much! I pray about it all the time......but nothing has happened yet! anyway, plz pray for me about all of these things!!!! I hate not feeling happy and feeling lonely! (At school)

and thanks soooo much 2 anybody who might have been praying for me!!!! I really appreciate it!!!!

but something good has happened at school :) and I really hope it will be a spark for a friendship but I dont know if it will, on friday I was at school and I have 2 hours where I dont have anything cuz my class has grammer and not knowing poruguese perfectly yet I dont need 2 go 2 those classes, so I was just walking around and I saw this guy who is a new guy in r class, so I did what I would have wanted people from my class 2 do when I was new in the class: I went 2 talk 2 him!! (in portuguese :) )
so I asked him y he wasnt in class and he said he came late and was just going 2 wait for the next class, so then I told him I`m not going cuz I`m italian/american then he told me my portuguese is really good ^^ hehe and so we talked for a wile, and he was really nice :)
hope we become friends.....that would be nice!
he has a really hard name! I dont know how 2 wright it but its really hard 2 say :O hehe

anyway thanks for reading this if you did, and if you read the hole thing :) and thank u thank u thank u if u decided u will pray for me :)

I want 2 go back tho!

2008-01-20T13:59:00.000-08:00

mood: happy!

Ok, so about a week ago I went 2 italy for 4 days! it was really really nice!!!! :D I was so happy 2 finally spend some time with my friends! a friend from Milano came 2 c me wile I was there, so that was really cool! :D
I also met 2 new ppl! a guy named Danny who I had talked 2 on msn before coming 2 italy, because he is a friend of my friends. he is really cool ;) and now is a friend of mine 2 :D hehe and then I met one of my friend`s boy-friend. he was pretty cool 2, even tho he had some ideas I really dont agree with, but sept for that he was really nice! :) its nice, cuz when u r with good friends even if u went away for a long time it feels like u never left! :D it feels so natural 2 be with them :) also I`ve been talking 2 them on the phone every day since I left hehe so, I know everything ;) hehehehe!

Then yesterday I went 2 Lisbon with Marcia,Junior,Jarred and Eddy, Eddy and Jarred are staying over at r house 2 work on the practice room :)
anyway, it was nice 2 go 2 Lisbon! I really like it, and before we went there it was really crazy cuz this drunk guy came on the train and started screaming all these things and acting crazy :O hehe.....I wasnt ready for something like that early in the morning xD hehe anyway then going around Lisbon we met this guy from italy :D he was a photografer selling his pictures on the street, and he was really nice, we talked 2 him (a mix of my italian,Jarred`s American and Marcia`s English) for a wile and then he said he would give us a pic 4 free cuz we were really nice :) hehe,

then then then, I think thats all thats been going on! and: caution, u might get jealous if ur living in a cold place....
2day it felt like summer!!!!!!! I was wearing no sleeves!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D hehehehe
anyway, talk 2 you later everyone!!!
hugs

a late christmas and a early happy new year!

2007-12-29T16:37:00.000-08:00

mood: thankful

hello everyone, hope u had a nice christmas.
I did, nothing special happened, but it was nice!!!
so we have a friend over, her name is Martina and she is really cool! :)
and yesterday and today we invited a lot of friends over 2 watch all 3 of the Lord of the Rings movies :) :) it was nice but now I`m tyred from watching 2 movies in a day, hehehe, movies make me tyred!!!!!! :P and on Monday we are going up 2 baba`s land (r family,Martina,Ben,Ruben and maybe Joao) so that will be cool :D :D :D and I CANT BELIEVE that in only 12 days I`m going 2 italy 2 c my friends!!!!! thats going 2 be sooo cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D yey yey hehehehehehe

^^

2007-12-20T16:29:00.000-08:00

mood: happy

CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGG!!! ^^
hehehehehe I cant wait! it doesnt seem like its coming soon, this will be my first Christmas in portugal!! and Saturday is my b-day nerd/pimp party! hehehehehe, for those of u who dont know, at my b-day party I`m having everyone dress up as a nerd or as a pimp!!! its gonna be so funny!!!!! ^^ I wish I could have my friends from italy come 2 tho :( I really miss them!!!! I cant wait till the 11th!!! (when I`m going 2 go visit them!) its gonna be soooooo fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ I really cant wait!!!!!! so what has been going on lately???? well, not much really!!!! I might be changing school (I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE!!!) cuz I really dont like the one I`m going 2! and if there is room for me in this other school it is soooo much closer and I hope I will have more friends there! thats what I need prayer for: getting in that school, and if I get in that school having friends there!!!!! anyway gotta go! love ya all! *hugs**

I cant waittttt!

2007-12-06T15:13:00.000-08:00

mood: HAPPY! but tired....

yeyyyyy!!!!!! in a month me and my family r going 2 italy for 4 days!!!!! it isnt much, but still, I CANT WAIT!!!!! yeyyyy! hehehehe! my friends were so happy! they where "screaming" in the phone, hehehe! I really cant wait 2 c them!!!! :D :D :D :D anyway, before that a lot of things are gonna happen, the 15 the 16 and the 17 (I think those are the dates) Triplet is gonna have some concerts, (the 15 with more then a thousand, the other days I`m not sure) then the 22 I`m doing my birthday party then of course the 25th its christmas and then the 28 were gonna do a "movie night" here where were gonna watch all the Lord of the Rings movies :) :) :) anyway gotta go!
*hugs*

just got back

2007-12-01T15:26:00.000-08:00

mood: grateful and sad

Hello everybody,
I just got back from the Algarve, Triplet had 2 concerts there, one in Faro, that went really well! and one in.....uhm.......cant remember where but in a mall in Fnac, that didn't go so good. I mean Triplet was great, but the ppl there weren't doing anything.......just sitting there :S but I had a lot of fun!!!!! :) :) I`m really grateful that I had friends here b4 we moved here......I was just thinking about that, I mean it would b awful if I didn't have any friends here 'cept for the ppl in my school........cuz I don't really have friends in my school......u know not like real friends.
But still I REALLY miss my friends in Italy :( :( I wish I could have all my friends in one place and would live with all of them, lol, u know like if my Italian friends would move here 2 Portugal, yeah, like that will ever happen! :( anyway.......
THANK YOU FRIENDS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS! U ARE ALL SO SPECIAL 2 ME! U HAVE NO IDEA! *BIG HUG* :)

hello

2007-11-24T17:13:00.000-08:00

mood: ok......not gr8 tho

Heyyyyyasssh
I'm tired! 2day we had a thanks-giving dinner with all of r american friends who live here, I just hung out with the kids, and kinda "baby-sat them" with Christian and Emily, yes, I did actually sit on one of them because he kept attacking me, but he wasnt a baby, he was at least 5 hehe, and he laughed about it, anyway, it was fun! I love kids!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D I wish I could baby-sit more often! :) than I could use the money 2 get christmas presents :) thats the only thing that sux about being born on Christmas day........I have 2 give presents 2 ppl on my birthday! :O HAHAHAH nah I`m kidding thats ok,but anyway, I cant wait till christmas vacation! and its just in like 2 weeks or something like that! YEYYYY! :D hehe, I am so tired of going 2 school!!!! I hate waking up early.....I hate not having friends in my class......and I hate getting out late! :S and I hate being tired all the time..........its hateful......hehehehhe....but at least I dont need 2 go 2 school onn saturday, thats good!!!!!! cuz in italy I did, and it sucked! but at least I would get out earlier! (and understand everything that ppl would say) but hey, I guess I just have 2 live with that! anyway, love 2 all
*hugs*

can u believe it?!

2007-11-23T17:03:00.001-08:00

mood: sick tired but strangely happy......

WOW! can u believe it? I actually didnt take 3 weeks before I posted this! hehe!
anyway,2night was fun :) we had Junior`s b-day party and a lot of ppl came over: Junior...well duh hehe....Marcia,Joana (a friend of Junior`s) ,Tehur,Joao,Ruben,Pedro,Nuno,Ben,Jorge,Gaby.....aaaaaand I think thats it, anyway we had pizza 4 dinner and then just hung out!!!! now there are only Joao,Pedro,Nuno and Tehur here, Tehur is sleeping and the other 3 r playing a card game (ligretto) with my mom,then Gaby is going 2 come back here, I think she went with Ruben 2 bring Jorge home and then she is coming back and she is sleeping over here :) I`m so tired! and so glad its Fridayyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so that I can sleeeeeeep!!!! hehehehehe!!!!!then I`m starting 2 feel sick AGAIN! yey :S I hate being sick!!!! its horrible!!!!!!!! but I`m happy because I hung out with my friends 2day, I`m really missing my friends in italy right now tho...............miss being with them every day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :S *hugs* (I am falling asleep zzzzzzzzzzzz.......)

paint ball was so fun

2007-11-22T14:00:00.000-08:00

mood: ok

AGAIN I havent been posting for a while, I`m so bad at this!!!!!!!! lol sorry!
paint-ball was awesome! I wanna do that again! :D :D :D I had so much fun with Junior and Gaby and everyone else!!!!! they`re awesome!!!!!! Junior was so funny when we where playing he kept screaming "ALANA SHOOT THEM SHOOT THEM!" hhahahahhaha it was so fun!!!! :D anyway, what else has happened since paint-ball??? I dyed my hair green and black ,a stranger took my picture with his cell phone, :S lol , I went 2 the movies with a friend and watched "the invaders", it was cool! then that`s about it, nothing else new!!!! OH! 2morrow is Junior`s birthday party :)
yey!
bye
*hugs*

sorry

2007-11-10T18:47:00.000-08:00

mood: happy!

sorry!!!!! havent posted in a really long timeeee!!!!!! ok, so what has happened since?????? ok, I got lost 2 times!!!!! :O hehe, once getting 2 my bus stop from the school I got lost and then I lost the bus, so I got home 3 hours l8ter!!!! hehehehe theeeeeeen the next day I LOST the bus in the morning and theeeeen got off and the rong bus stop!!!! :S :S and walcked like half an hour!!!! hehehehehe! yeah, thats me, always getting lost!! :P
theeeeeen what happened????? well I went 2 the zoo with a friend, it was fun! :) the animals looked really sad tho in the cages (like Jorge kept saying every time we would look at one hehe) then I went 2 the movie theater 2 watch Resident Evil 3, that was fun 2! :) and yesterday me and Junior won this singing contest for the best song about Oreos and and Oreo party! hahahaha! it was really funny!!!! and 2day was my moms birthday!!! :) so we had pizza (I MISS ITALIAN PIZZA!) and a lot of friends over (Triplet,Joao,Marcia,Junior,Jorge,Carrie and Marty Uhler) then we had a worship time and prayed for her, and then we played stak-a-roo hehe its a fun game, and now its like 2:58 am hehe they`ve been gone for 2 hours but I wasnt tired so I just started righting on the computer! hehe! anyway, I think thats all that happened! but I`m not sure....probably if there was something else its not that inportant! hehe! well gotta go
*hugs to all* :)

field trip, baby sitting, friends and the love of god

2007-10-21T10:40:00.001-07:00

mood: happy :)
hello everyone! havent been posting a lot.....sorry
so what has happened in these days? ok, so I went 2 a field trip with my class......2 a modern art museum.......there was some things I liked......but most things where pretty bad! and I didnt have that much fun.......cuz I was alone most of the time.......this will give u the picture (there reflected in 2 mirrors.....that were some of the "art" there):
1st photo: my class 2nd photo: me
lol.....but then I made friends with 2 ppl OUT of my class :D :D :D there is this girl that her parents are Jamaican but she has lived in America her hole life! (I met her cuz there was a meeting in my school with all the students that were not born in Portugal) and then I was having lunch with her (Always at school) at this guy (Portuguese) came up 2 us and started talcking 2 us in English! it was so cool 2 finally make friends in my school!!!! :D theeeeeen Friday I went 2 some little town called.......called.......oh I dont remember something that startes with N! haha anyway, I went there with 3 families (the farmers,the Uhlers and the Lasts there daughter Hilary and her Husband and son) and Jasmin. I baby-sat Eden and Noah (farmers kids) and Malicai (Zack and Hilary`s kid) with Cristian`s help :),we had 2 baby-sit because the adults had meetings about the matrix church, and talcked about a lot of stuff so we baby-sat when those meeting where going on! I had fun! :D :D :D Malicai is so cute!!!!!! :D :D he is adorable! and of course I loved everyone else`s company! :) :) then it was really cool.......I asked Jasmin 2 pray for me, because I have never had any experiences with god......and I`m really missing that! I mean,I`ve known god all my life but I want 2 get 2 know him better, like I said have some experiences with him! so yeah I asked her 2 pray for me (I asked HER cuz she is the one I am most friends with, and felt like I really wanted HER 2 pray for me, I really love her,she is so awesome) and as soon as she started praying (and Cristian was playing the guitar) I burst in tears, I mean I have never cried that much when some1 prayed for me! I was sobbing and my pants where all wet on the knees cuz I was with my face on my knees, and I felt so strange like.....I dont know just like I could not stop crying but it wasnt a bad feeling.....I dont know how 2 explain it.....and then during worship I started crying AND during communion! I just really felt the presence of god there.....even in Malicai playing with the baloon during worship! hehe :) :) it was really nice and I hope I can do that again! :)

P.S. I crashed in a cote rack....LOL! because we were playing a game (me,Cristian and the kids) where some1 would walk in the door and we all had 2 hide and when Eden was coming and about 2 walk in I didnt know where 2 hide so I just ran 2 where the rack was, where a lot of different stuff where 2 and tripped on the bottom of the rack and fell on the floor and the hangers went flying all over the place! it was so funny!!!! I coudnt stop laughing about it! hahaha :P

concerts,friends,brothers and games

2007-10-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

mood: happy

Halla! hehe hows it going????? I`m good! yesterday I went with Tripelt, Joao,Giorg,Junior and Tiago (I think thats what his name is) 2 a corcert where it was Triplet and 3 other bands! I had fun but at the end I was soooooooooooo tyred! I got at home at 6:30 am! and 2day I woke up at 1:30 pm! hehehehehe! poor Joao and Ruben didnt sleep at all they just went derectly 2 church! there probably sleeping right now! hehe!I wanted 2 go 2 curch this morning but I was just way 2 tyred!!!!!!!! now I`m here helping Isaac with "Zelda and the ocarina of time" (the nintendo game) he`s been playing this game every day since the 3rd day we got her lol! and so he is always asking for my help hehe :) when I was little I used 2 make Whitney PLAY the hole game for me cuz I was afraid of doing everything heheheheeh at least Isaac is better than me cuz he just makes me play stuff for him after the 10th time he does it hehehehehe! :P well gotta go bu-bye

its been a wile

2007-10-09T11:09:00.000-07:00

mood: ok

Sorry I havent posted in a while!!!!! I`ve been pretty busy!!!! at school its ok.....not gr8 tho! the thing is none of the kids speak English!!!!!!!!!! :S the teachers do, and all the teachers are really nice! but I haven't made any friends yet!!!!!!! :( :( which really sux! cuz at recess I`m always alone!!! :( :( so thats not 2 fun......but yesterday was cool cuz Ruben came 4 2 hours I had off for lunch and I hung out with him :) :)
I learned a few Portuguese words at school, but not much: gost=like, Turma=class then I learned that: "Eu vivi em Italia" means "I lived in italy" and "Eu visitei a......" means "I visited....." then "diga" is "tell me" :D annnnnd what else???? I think thats all! then I know other stuff but I knew those already! anyway I`m going 2 bed cuz its like 22:40 and I have school 2morrow :S I wish I didnt.......I dont wanna get up at 7:00!!!!!!!!! or whatever time I get up........7:00 something.......hehe!!!! so ciao ciao
boa noite!!!! (again not sure if thats the way u wright it! hehe)

got here

2007-09-30T03:58:00.000-07:00

mood: sad and kinda sick

how I hate having 2 stay in the car for 2 days!!!! 28 hours in the car! GAK!! well I shoudnt complain! my dad had 2 drive all night! anyway, we got here fine, poor Tummy though! he was in the cage all the time! but he did fine, he didnt complain as much as I thought he would.......poor baby!
and now he hast 2 stay up in a room all alone because there are 3 dogs down here! y 3 dogs? cuz were at the farmers place (some friends of ares, cuz some ppl are still cleaning are house, so we cant move in yet, were moving in 2morrow!) and they have a dog, and there is are dog, and THEN yesterday a little puppy dog....(I think he is a puppy, he`s a Jack-russell so he`s small anyway) followed Paula (Mother/Wife Farmer hehehe) here, he is so cute! his name is Soja! he has a dog tag (Were it said his name and his phone number) so we called but there was no1 home so Paula left a messege telling them we found there dog and 2 call back......but this happened yesterday night.....and they didnt call back yet! poor Bingo though (the family`s dog) he is really Jealous!!!!!!!!!!! he attacked Soja 2 times! but Soja is kinda looking for it he keeps running up 2 him! hehe, its so funny how little dogs always bother big dogs!!!!! (Bingo is a BIG dog! but he is soooo sweet! I love him!) haha look at me I just moved in to Portugal and all I talck about is the animals! obviously I`m still sad about it.....but I`m trying really hard to not think about it!I keep thinking this is a vacation and I will be back soon. When we got here yesteday we had 2 unload in the rain!!!!!! it was pouring so hard!!!!! I told my mom I think the weather is reflecting the way I feel...so she said 2 get happy soon......hehe.......but we had help, some friends of ares helped + David and Franco, David is Laura and Carmen`s (2 of my best friends) dad and Franco is there Grandpa, they drove the truck here and 2day are driving back, they were such a blessing! I will miss David 2....he told me he would miss having me at there house every day :') and I told him I would really miss being there every day!!!!!!!!! anyway, Eden and Isaac were keeping my mind busy yesterday night so that I stopped thinking about how sad I was for a wile! Eden is the little girl Farmer! hehe she's 11......I think! I really like her, (I really like kids ;) ) and she is a good friend of Isaac`s! yesterday night they asked me too help them come up with a play they could do! hehe, so I did, and they really liked it.....only I played my part "too well" so instead of wanting Noah (the little boy Farmen, who is 9 or 10) they want me in the play!

Its so cool, last night I slept in the prayer room,and wile I was in that room I started feeling better, I mean I have been crying like every night in these days, and I didnt cry......:) and I prayed that I will not loose my friends and 2 make me feel a little better about living here.....I just....the thing that scares me the most is that something will change in my friend-ship with my friends, like that since I am far away and there always 2ghether, that they will be all better friends and I`ll just be "that friend that lives in portugal..." I dunno....I just hope that doesnt happen!!!!!.....anyway,hugs 2 u all! love u! and thanks u 2 anyone that has been or is praying for me! I really appreciate it! :)

2007-09-27T15:36:00.000-07:00

mood: sad sad sad sad!

I cant stop crying......I just got back from spending the night with the girls! they were so sweet! they gave me a belt and some black and white striped socks and some chocolates.....we ate pizza and watched a movie.....than they wanted too go 2 laura and carmens house, I though it would be better if we stayed at my house but they wanted to go there so than they had 2 say bye 2 everyone (my mom my dad and Isaac) so they started crying......and than they started crying for me.....so I started crying.....than we got there and Giuditta went in laura and carmens room, and I wanted to go with her but Carmen kept telling me to wait for her.....so then we all went in the bedroom and Giudy was holding this BIG poster with all of are pictures!!!!!!!!!!!! and they rote a bunch of nice things around them! then they all read me a letter they had wrote! :'( :'( I havent cryed this much in such a long time!!!!!!!!!

please pray for me......

5:00 pm

2007-09-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

mood: sadly-bored

uuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaggggggghhhhh! I`m bored.....its 5:00 pm......and no one is here......cuz one of my friends house flooded......and for some reason......my other friends need 2 wait for her :/ and I asked if I can come there and they said "no! we will be there soon" that was a wile ago tho.......I`M SO BOREDDDDDDD!!!!!!! :( well.....at least were going out 2night 2, cuz if I could only see them in the day I would be pretty bummed!!!!!!!!! since like all the day is gone already! I mean at this point if its because of "the surprise" that there taking so long than I would have preffered no surprise cuz I just want 2 hang out with them as much as possible before we go!!!!!!!!!!! jffjkfdsjsljkfdsskljsdfkljskldfklldsfkldfsklflkdfkldflkkdsfklfkldskldskldsklsdkl
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yeaaaaap......ok bye bye

the weather 2day reflects the way I feel

2007-09-27T04:58:00.000-07:00

mood: sad......really sad.....

its raining 2day.....and its really cold!!! and it doesnt help the way I feel right now......I really cant belive we are moving 2morrow!!! I will haft 2 say bye 2 all of my italian friends 2day :( :( :( :( :( :( I hate good-byes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( my friends should be coming over soon......I know there planning something for 2day cuz they`ve made it pretty obvious....hehe......fist off they were talcking about something the other day and I said what? and they were like "oh nothing!" and carmen smiled at me, than I heard carmen wispering to Giuditta "so when should I give it 2 her? the last day?" and than just now I called Sara and she was like "yeah were going 2 come over but first me and Giudy are meeting at Laura and Carmen's house, than we will all come over," and sara lives right next 2 my house so there would be no reason for her to go all the way to there house first...lol....anyway, hope that whatever the surprise is it cheeres me up a bit!

2007-09-25T10:51:00.000-07:00

mood: relieved!

all is good! :) we talcked and she said she was sorry but she would act that way cuz she didnt want 2 think about me leaving cuz she felt so bad about it.

wish I didnt feel this way....

2007-09-25T01:49:00.000-07:00

mood: worried!

ok, so there is this friend of mine,right?, and she has been acting really weird lately.......like whenever we talck about me leaving she gets this "I dont care" tone and acts like she doesnt care or anything......and the weirdest thing is that she was the one who seemed saddest about the fact I was leaving in the first place.....:-/ I mean I know she DOES care I`m leaving and stuff but I dont understand y she acts that way now,and its not only that she even kinda ignores me when its all of us 2ghether.........its weird........anyway,I rote her an e-mail telling her how I felt about all this but I know how she gets she probably will start saying "this is so stupid! and not true! I cant believe u think that" and stuff like that.....so I`m hoping she wont act like that and understand how I feel....I mean it might be just an impression of mine anyways cuz I`m really sad about leaving and stuff....I dunno!!!!!! I just hope she doesnt act the way I think she will!!!!! oh well....if she does I`ll just tell her "never-mind it was just and impression then..." but I think it was good I told her how I felt even if maibe she ends up thinking I worry 2much.......

hanging out with my buddyes :)

2007-09-23T04:21:00.000-07:00

mood: ok

last night I went out with some of my friends, we walcked around salo` and found a guy a friend of mine likes and asked him if he will go out with her....hehe....cuz she has been bugging us about asking him for a loooooong time, so he said yes, hehe, yey! she will have her first boy-friend (maibe) :) :) :) I cant wait 2 tell her, hehe!

anyway, than me and Sara (one of my friends I was out with) went 2 sleep over at my other friends house,Giuditta,and we watched a movie.......that sucked cuz it made no sense at all! hehe! but oh well, than me and Sara had 2 sleep on the same bed....:-/ it was very uncomfortable!!!!!!! and she kept stealing the blanket from me and pushed me off once....:-/ hehehehe! anyway, it was fun, than in these days I`m going 2 go for dinner at all my best friends house! so that will be cool! :) :) :) I just wish that when I`m with my friends I could enjoy myself more and stop thinking about how much I`m going 2 miss them!!!!!!!!!!! I hate feeling sad! :( :( :( :( :( oh well......u cant controll what ur feeling.......!

draw on me! lol

2007-09-20T06:06:00.001-07:00

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mood:hungry!!!!!!!

hey! hows it going yall? hehe!
I cant believe I`m moving in 8 days!!! sorry if its all I right about! I know it probably gets boring! (even tho hardly any1 is reading my blog....hehe) but its so hard for me....even the fact that I`m the only one of my family that isnt happy about it.....it kinda makes it harder.....not that I would want anyone of them 2 be un-happy......its just when I get there EVERYONE will be happy....sept for me......and I dunno.....it makes it a little harder.....anyway,I changed my hair again! hehe! now my bangs are blue and the rest is purple!!! :D :D :D its cool! I like it!!!!!! well, gotta go! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeez

2007-09-18T11:03:00.000-07:00

mood: happy :)
yey! hehe, I`m here with my friends there sleeping over 2day! it will be fun! were all going 2 watch a movie (the exsorsim of emily rose, one of my friends picket the movie.....and the rest of my friends are scared about watching it lol.....exspeccially one of them,giuditta,u can c it from her face in the picture! hahahaha!) and eat pizza *yumm* :) :) :) its the last sleep over we will have tho :( :( :( :( :( so we got 2 make it really fun :) lol everyone is going 2 school 2morrow exsept 4 me mua-ha-ha :P but I`m gonna hafta get up with them at 6 (help hehe) ok,well gotta go my dad wants the computer! bye bye

2007-09-16T10:55:00.000-07:00

mood: sad

hey-lo everyone!!!!!!
2day I had 2 say good-bye 2 a friend of mine :( :( and I won't see her b4 I move cuz she lives pretty far!!!! I HATE saying good bye!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :( and I dont even know when next time I c her could be cuz she hardly ever travels!!!!!! than 2day I was in one of my best friend`s room (Carmen`s room) and I was looking at all the pictures of us and stuff and I started feeling really bad and started crying.....than she came in and soul me and hugged me and started crying......so I was crying even more!!!!! wow.....we cryed a lot......hehe....yeah....but I`m ok now....its just REALLY hard for me!!!!!! well I g2g going 2 watch a movie and eat!!!!!
bye byez!!!!!!!

I need a hug!

2007-09-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

mood: bored
YEY THIS IS MY FIRST POST ON THIS BLOGGGGG!!!!

SO exiting! hehehe......so nothing special is going on!!!! I`m just bored......my sister Whitney left 2day 2 go 2 the states for a year, and my parents went 2 bring her 2 the air-port and. Isaac (my little brother) is out......so I`m alone at home.....and pretty bored!!!!!!!!! I called my friends but there all doing home-work....and said they would come as soon as there done but there not here yet :( :( :( so I`m just sitting here righting on my computer....cool huh??? yeah....its not that fun when all ur friends have school and u dont.....not that I LIKE school!!!! no way!!!!!! but if my friends are going 2 school that makes them busy!!!!! :( so ur probably wondering y I`m not going 2 school: thats because I`m moving 2 portugal in 2 weeks! I`m not 2 happy about that tho.....I mean yeah: Portugal is REALLY cool!!!!! & I have so great friends there.....but still......I REALLY DONT want 2 leave all my friends here!!!!!! :( :( :( :( :( anyway.....I just called one of my friends and she had fell asleep! lol!!! so she`s coming over.....so I`m going 2 go now......bu-byeeee!!!!