hmmm

well, dunno if anyone goes on my blog anymore! its been like a year or something since last time I wrote here! hehehe!
I even forgot I had a blog! xD
but, incase anyone actually does read this...

everything is sooooooo much better this year!
I have a lot of new friends! some I met at church and others I met because they were friends of friends, and they are all awesome and unique!!!!!!

I also changed school!!!!!! (Thank god!!) and my school this year is a LOT better (Even though I still cant stand school but thats just cuz its school) I have 2 good friends in my class, they are really cool and I am so grateful for them :)

my portuguese is getting better and better,I`m always learning more but I can talk to most portuguese people (As long as they dont have a real weird acsent or something hehe)

lets see what else? oh!
I went free hugging with two friends of mine! it was SOOOO cool! we went from Caiscais to Estoril hugging as many people as we could (Well, everyone who wanted a hug) and in 3 hours we hugged 150 people! :D :D amazing right? u woudnt believe how much love you feel and give from hugging so many people! it was such a beautiful experience! and we must have inpacted all of those lives at least a tiny bit!
everyone kept asking us "why are u doing this?" and we would just say "2 spread the love!"
:) it made me happy and I cant wait to do it again! hehe :D


weeeeeeeell I`m off 2 bed!
good night to all

laaaaalaaaaalaaaaa

mood: ouch

hey ppl or person or whoever is reading this post
yeah, I know I know I havent posted anything in a loooong time but,I`m bad at blogging! I like wrighting and stuff, but I`m bad at keeping up with this,oh well, anyway!
so whats new? well, Sambo Ryan and Janet are visiting us, well actually now there on a trip in Barcelona and then Paris, for 4 days but then there coming back, anyway, its been fun having them here :) and last night (they were still here last night they just left this morning) we went 2 Lisbon downtown, I really liked it :D its really full of ppl there at night :) :) .
theeeeen Thursday Triplet had there Release party for the video, there werent thaaaat many ppl (it was a school day, and + they didnt let ppl in that were yunger then 16, not I Triplet, the ppl who worked at music box) but it still was really fun!!!!!!!! :D
well I cant think of anything else, sept for that I cant waitttt 4 this summer!!!!! just a month left, or not even a month :D

at school

mood: hoooot! but not like beutiful hot, like the weather is hooot! and I love it!!! :D

hello everyony!
so I'm at school.....very very bored cuz my class is doing grammer and I dont do it cuz I dont know portuguese well enough 2 do grammer and so here I am in the library on the computer (that doesnt even have msn) with 2 free hours on my hands! but what am I complaining about??? today is FRIDAY!!! I actually get out during the day and not during the evening!!! yeeeeey! hehehe! anyway, this weekend will be cool cuz triplet is going 2 have a concert in spain so I get 2 go with them :) :) so that will be fun!!

anyway, I'm going....I mean I'm not going anyware... but I dont have anything more 2 say! hehe
so bye bye!
love u all

smile

mood: happy :)
yeah,yep,yop,yo........so I'm doing pretty cool! its nice having ppl here at my house that I love all the time and exspeccially BEING AT HOME! hehehehe!!! oh how I wish it was summer vacation tho! cuz I really dont wanna go back 2 school!!!!!!!!!!!! but I dont need 2 think about that now, now I need 2 think about having fun during easter vacation! :) :)
2day we went 2 watch Juno in the movies, it was cool! I likey-d it...hehehe
I'm making a lot of my own words hehe....like "anyoney" haha I sayd that yesterday and now its "likey-d" :P well, anyway, gotta go now! cya

I'm so bad at this

mood: weird

I really need 2 get better at this blog-thing! I'm so bad at it!
its been 4 ever since I've written my last blog! :S
really, not much has changed! school is the same! only now I asked my port. teacher if I can have friday's off and do 3 hours on the other days, and she sayd yes! so thats cool!
then I met these 2 girls....they are really nice 2 me but they gossip a lot and stuff and I feel kinda uncomfortable around them! so its not so cool :/ I also still really miss my friends!
but the cool thing is that a friend of mine (Martina) is coming over here in 3 days :D :D
so I'm really happy about that! :D and,well,I cant really think of anything else that is going on! well, gotta go 2 sleep!
good bye

plz pray

mood: saddish

it doesnt look that way but I haven't been happy,
when I`m around friends I dont think about my problems much and am happy
but the thing is I dont c my friends here as often as I`d like.
1st of all I am always so tyred because I am almost always at school! (mo. from 8.30 to 5.00 tu. from 8.30 to 6.45 we. from 8.30 to 12.45 -that one is the nice day- th. from 8.30 to 6.45 fr. from 8.30 to 1.30 but then I gotta go back 2 school at 5.00, thank god I dont have saturday's like I did in italy!!!) and what makes things worse is that I really dont like my school and dont really have any good friends there......so I am almost all day at a place that I dont like and were I am almost always alone!!! and I dont think I`m a person who likes 2 complain a lot, and I`m a person who always tryes 2 make the best of things, but I dont know how 2 make the best of this! the only good thing is the fact that I`m learning portuguese!!! 2nd thing is that I've been wanting 2 have a closer relationship with god and wanting 2 hear his voice and have some experiences with him........but nothing heppenes! I just feel like I believe in god...but I dont know god! I've always though I did.....but hearing other ppl talk I've realized I dont, I`ve prayed about it sooooo much! I pray about it all the time......but nothing has happened yet! anyway, plz pray for me about all of these things!!!! I hate not feeling happy and feeling lonely! (At school)

and thanks soooo much 2 anybody who might have been praying for me!!!! I really appreciate it!!!!

but something good has happened at school :) and I really hope it will be a spark for a friendship but I dont know if it will, on friday I was at school and I have 2 hours where I dont have anything cuz my class has grammer and not knowing poruguese perfectly yet I dont need 2 go 2 those classes, so I was just walking around and I saw this guy who is a new guy in r class, so I did what I would have wanted people from my class 2 do when I was new in the class: I went 2 talk 2 him!! (in portuguese :) )
so I asked him y he wasnt in class and he said he came late and was just going 2 wait for the next class, so then I told him I`m not going cuz I`m italian/american then he told me my portuguese is really good ^^ hehe and so we talked for a wile, and he was really nice :)
hope we become friends.....that would be nice!
he has a really hard name! I dont know how 2 wright it but its really hard 2 say :O hehe

anyway thanks for reading this if you did, and if you read the hole thing :) and thank u thank u thank u if u decided u will pray for me :)

I want 2 go back tho!

mood: happy!

Ok, so about a week ago I went 2 italy for 4 days! it was really really nice!!!! :D I was so happy 2 finally spend some time with my friends! a friend from Milano came 2 c me wile I was there, so that was really cool! :D
I also met 2 new ppl! a guy named Danny who I had talked 2 on msn before coming 2 italy, because he is a friend of my friends. he is really cool ;) and now is a friend of mine 2 :D hehe and then I met one of my friend`s boy-friend. he was pretty cool 2, even tho he had some ideas I really dont agree with, but sept for that he was really nice! :) its nice, cuz when u r with good friends even if u went away for a long time it feels like u never left! :D it feels so natural 2 be with them :) also I`ve been talking 2 them on the phone every day since I left hehe so, I know everything ;) hehehehe!

Then yesterday I went 2 Lisbon with Marcia,Junior,Jarred and Eddy, Eddy and Jarred are staying over at r house 2 work on the practice room :)
anyway, it was nice 2 go 2 Lisbon! I really like it, and before we went there it was really crazy cuz this drunk guy came on the train and started screaming all these things and acting crazy :O hehe.....I wasnt ready for something like that early in the morning xD hehe anyway then going around Lisbon we met this guy from italy :D he was a photografer selling his pictures on the street, and he was really nice, we talked 2 him (a mix of my italian,Jarred`s American and Marcia`s English) for a wile and then he said he would give us a pic 4 free cuz we were really nice :) hehe,

then then then, I think thats all thats been going on! and: caution, u might get jealous if ur living in a cold place....
2day it felt like summer!!!!!!! I was wearing no sleeves!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D hehehehe
anyway, talk 2 you later everyone!!!
hugs